Some days, even when they’re supposed to be special, wonderful days, something awful happens and breaks your heart. Today was one of those days for Joey and I.
It was one of those days where I was so thankful that I was married to my best friend:
Joey.
He watched the monitor with me and held my hand as we both realized that there was nothing alive to see anymore. He held my hand and rubbed my back as I struggled not to cry. And, once I lost it and did start crying, he gently dabbed my tears with tissues. He paid attention when the nurse explained what I needed to be watching for. When we were given important information, he took command of the situation immediately, got the necessary phone numbers and made the requisite phone calls so that I wouldn’t have to. He took me home and put me to bed and held me while I cried.
That’s selfless love. That’s my husband.
Today was horrible. Awful. I never, ever, ever want to do today over again. But at least Joey was holding my hand the entire time. And I’m so thankful that when I look at Joey, I see Jesus.
That’s a good reminder on our fourth anniversary.
I wish I could give you a hug.
Take care of yourself.
Oh, Jenna…I’m so sorry…but, I’m so happy that God has given you such comfort in your husband. I’m also thankful for your ability to see through the tears and sadness and know there are blessings beyond. I’m praying for you RIGHT NOW. ♥
Ditto these other ladies. And even in this, you see the goodness of God.
I don’t know if you realize how special you are and what an inspiration you are to me. Thank you for your words. I’m praying for you both. *hugs*
Dear Jenna and Joey,
I am so sorry you had to go through yesterday and even more sorry that I couldn’t be there to help. It is an awful feeling to know your children are in pain and even worse to not be there for them. Please know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers. We are grieving with you and have shed our own tears. I wish I could give you both a big hug. Please hug each other for me.
Love you both
Mom
Praying for you both!!
I am so sorry Jenna. You are truly blessed to have one another and to feel that perfect comfort within each other. The kind that is rare and the kind that helps ease some of the pain faced in this life. I send you a piece of my heart and know that you and Joey are in my prayers as if this very moment.
Jenna (and Joey) – I am so sorry for your loss. There is little to say that is actually comforting right now…know that your grief is valid and take care of each other as best you can. i know you will. our prayers are with you. -charlsa&kevin
Jenna,
I’ve been there; it’s horrible. I’m so sorry. My older two daughters were at Kim Larson’s house when I got the news. She hugged me as one who knew pain and grace and the future with both. You and Joey are blessings to those who know you; may you feel blessed by all of them right now. Love you, Kelly